But man it seems cold out today I wish it was yesterday.

October 30, 2010

Last week the one who got away, got away. I took to long. She’s engaged and yeah yeah good for her. But I’m allowed to feel some shit here right? This isn’t gonna end up like some fucking romantic movie where the pining guy gets the girl, breaks up the wedding and all is good.

Who wants to wait for something that might never happen? Options have to be open and as time passes things change. My heart sank though, but not for as long as I thought. Usually I’d have been devastated and I was, but it went. Like a fire during a blizzard.

Fucking brain, shit I’m so cold I should join the armed forces. I’m starting to feel the insomnia the pharmacist warned about. Maybe. My sleep is going to shit.


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